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The
religion I hold dear to my heart is called
Wicca, which is an earth-based religion; a sect
of Paganism. Wicca is sometimes called,
"The Old Religion" because it dates
pre-Christianity.
I
see the divine in all living things, such as the
rivers, oceans, trees, rocks, humans, animals,
and even in each blade of grass. I believe in
the immanent Triple Goddess of the Moon and the
Horned God of Nature. For more information
please read, What is Wicca.
I
started in this glorious path five years ago on
the day of Beltane, although I feel I have
always been on this path and that the Goddess
Herself was trying to call out to me, in which I
didn't listen back then!
As
a child I could never get into the whole
"church" thing. It didn't make since
to me and I knew that there "had" to
be a female involved with the creation of the
world. I mean females are the ones that can
carry life inside of them and then give birth to
that life.
I
stopped going to church at age 13. I found it
somewhat boring just sitting there listening to
the preacher telling us that we needed to repent
our sins so that we can become closer to God and
to Jesus. Phewy on that I say! I somehow knew
that there was no way that a male God created
everything!
I
have always collected all things mystical and
enchanting. I have Unicorns, Wizards, and
Pegasus's that I have been collecting since I was
9 yrs old. I remember I would go outside in our
backyard and just lay on the grass and watch the
moon float through the sky and just wonder why
we have this moon and why is it in our sky? What
importance does it play in all of our lives? I
would gaze at the stars and make wish's on the
stars that would fall.
As
I got older this mystical side of me didn't
fade, but instead it grew stronger. I started
playing with Quija boards and "trying"
to conduct séances with my friends. I had Tarot
readings done and would sit and glare at the
green Palm reading house that was located up the
street from where I lived. I thought to myself
"Oh they are Gypsies, how cool!" Later
I would find out that they were actually
witches! :o)
Later
on as I grew into an adult I drifted away from
the mystical side of life and concentrated on
raising a family, having kids and trying to just
deal with what was on my plate at the time. I
knew I was drifting away from who I used to be
and I didn't want that at all. But I suppose
that comes with the territory of getting married
and having kids.
It
wasn't until the movie Practical Magic came out
and I heard the words "Pure Pagan"
that I found myself again and that I could
finally put a name to what I believed in all
those years. I thought to myself, "Okay I'm
going to do some research on this Pagan
word." So I did and there no turning back
now, I'm home! It's been a great ride and I want
to say, I'm a witch!
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